The Daily 
            Telegraph Edition 1 - StateTHU 17 JUN 2004, Page 005  How one patient 
            battled with medication's downside  By ANNA 
            PATTY 
  FOR Alicia Quartermain, Aropax was doing more harm 
            then good. About a year ago, the then-18-year-old slammed her 
            mother against the wall and began cutting her own arms. Even 
            after she stopped taking the anti-depressant, she said it took her 
            another six months to feel better. Now Ms Quartermain, from the 
            Northern Beaches, wants to warn others about the drug's potential 
            side effects. ``I was on it for about 2 1/2 months, [along with 
            Serapax and Hepnogram],'' Ms Quartermain said. ``I was suicidal. 
            I even slammed my mother against the wall -- which was totally out 
            of character for me. I couldn't control myself.'' Australian 
            psychiatrists have divided opinions about the risks versus benefits 
            of the medication for children's use. For some children, Aropax has 
            meant the difference between life and death. For others, it has made 
            them feel more suicidal. For Rebecca, 25, of Melbourne, who took 
            Aropax 
            when she was 18, the drug turned out to be her saviour. It had to a 
            large extent suppressed her suicidal tendencies and had helped her 
            through her final year high school exams. ``It was quite positive 
            on my mental state,'' she said yesterday. ``It made a big 
            difference to me. It got me through my VCA and kept me 
            stable.''
  Caption:  
            Highs and lows ... Alicia Quartermain yesterday told how she came 
            off Aropax because it increased her mood swings and depression. 
            Picture: JUSTIN 
            LLOYD Illus:  Photo Section:  LOCAL
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