On August 6, 2003, Woody died of a Zoloft-induced suicide
at age 37. He was not depressed, nor did he have any history
of mental illness or depression. He died after taking the drug
a total of 5 weeks with the dosage being doubled shortely
before his death. He was given the antidepressant from his
general physician for “insomnia.”
Woody loved life and
all that this world had to offer. He was a compassionate,
loyal husband, son, brother, uncle, godfather and friend. He
had endless energy, a constant smile and a laugh that could be
heard a mile away. He truly cared for others. He had a
successful career in sales. Plus, he was active in community,
social and politics, always willing to fight for injustice and
others less fortunate. Woody truly inspired others to be the
best they could be.
Woody went into his regular
internist on June 30, 2003, because he was having trouble
sleeping, in part because he had just started a new position
as vice president of sales with a start up company about two
months prior. He was excited about this dream opportunity to
make his mark on the business world. Along with this
excitement came some stress and difficulty sleeping.
This was the first time he'd ever gone to a doctor for
this sort of issue. Woody’s doctor gave him three weeks worth
of Zoloft samples and told him to come back for a follow-up
appointment after the samples were finished. Within a couple
of days, he experienced every known side effect of Zoloft
(e.g. night sweats, diarrhea from the time he got up in the
morning, trembling hands, and anxiety worsened). Woody was
extremely sensitive to foreign substances in his body- he
didn’t even like to take over-the-counter medications (like
Sudafed, Excedrin, or Nyquil), or to drink caffeine, or have
more than one glass of wine or beer.
One of the most
significant side effects Woody was experiencing from Zoloft
was an extremely uncomfortable feeling, called akathisia.
Woody was acting out of character in terms of increased
agitation and irritability. He was also very restless, which
caused him not to sleep, as well as created a feeling that he
always needed to keep moving.
Shortly before his death,
Woody came home crying after driving around all day. He sat in
a fetal position on the kitchen floor with his hands pressing
around his head like a vice saying, “Help me. Help me. I don’t
know what’s happening to me. I am losing my mind. It’s like my
head is outside my body looking in.” Over the course of the
next week, in typical Woody fashion, he was looking for ways
to “beat this feeling in my head.“ Two weeks later, a total of
5 weeks on the drug, Woody was found hanging from the rafters
in the garage. Woody’s family and friends only wish we knew
then what we know now. It wasn’t Woody’s head. It was the
drug.
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